wolf in wolf's clothing
dispatch from Entrepreneur Island
I talked to a friend/client last week and told them that, for many months, my #1 job has been nervous system regulation; that being an entrepreneur is the most confrontational work I’ve ever engaged in because it requires constant facing of my dreams vs my container. And yet I know that this work is the way my soul has chosen to get free. Free of the constructs. Free of the capitalism. Free of the self-censorship. Freedom is my North Star, so here I am, carving and winding a path for myself and others, one furious anxious breath at a time.
Thank fuck for folks who speak this language with me. Confrontation. Engagement. Regulation. This world is not set up for more freedom; only more distraction from our captivity. And yet. And yet. And YET. There are cohorts of rebels — of angels committed to shining light, rooted in their truth — wild and whooping in their freedom.
O to run with the wolves. O to snarl and bare my teeth and howl that these chains are not enough to keep me from my path. I refuse to to back down, to give in, to cry wolf when I am the wolf. The fur on my legs is home. What does it mean to face yourself and find something more monstrous than expected? Perhaps the fear is actually power. Perhaps the wolf is the hero. I do not go quietly into that good night. I don’t. I won’t. I cain’t. I shain’t. There is too much marrow left on this bone, so I gnaw and gnaw and gnaw and gnaw and gnaw and gnawwwWWWWWWWAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
Nice astrology content: loading. I have a whole 46min video talking through April astrology on my YouTube page right now and have been breaking down the clips on IG. I am also hosting a fabulous astrology x breathwork x collage making workshop in NYC *this Friday* Apr 18. Come hang if you’re in the city!
has a great summary for this week’s astrology on her Substack The Practice, including this powerful paragraph on today’s (04/14) Saturn x North Node conjunction in Pisces, that I’ll leave you with—When the North Node—our collective compass pointing toward growth and soul purpose—meets Saturn, the planet of discipline and karmic structure, it invites us to take responsibility for our dreams. What routines or beliefs are keeping you small? What structures need to dissolve to make space for a more intuitive, spiritually aligned life? This is a call to commit to a new kind of future—one rooted not just in logic, but in emotional and spiritual intelligence. Discipline isn’t the enemy of magic; it’s the vessel that holds the spell, the structure that makes the transformation possible.
love you, muah muah muahhhh.